I'm going to try a new method of blogging. I am going to attempt to type without backspacing except to correct spelling and grammar errors (when I catch it :). Six months has gone by since my last post on here. It almost seems like two years have elapsed in that time. I finished my last required semester of core classes and now I'm hoping to get into the spring semester nursing school. Many times I have gone back and forth between becoming a teacher or a nurse. Nursing has won at the moment. OK...It's time for some randomness. Today I had older (60's) patient ask me what my the ring I wear meant. I told it was a place holder for a ring that had a diamond or few in it. ---I really enjoyed this patient.--- So he looks to his wife and says, "hey honey, do you know what I did with my old wedding band that I used to wear?" Unfortunately I had to inform him that I don't really want a ring in itself, I would like the whole deal. To which he responds, "hey honey [to his wife again], how old is our grandson?" This little episode that happened earlier today reinforced the changes that I've been undergoing. See, when this summer started, I told God that something would have to give. Either I would have to meet the one or He would have to help me cope with my singleness (that definitely sounds like a disease when I word it like that.) Although I would have highly preferred the first choice, I'm sure I got the second. It's not that my desire to marry has evaporated, it's just that I don't dwell on that section of my life very much anymore. well I'm quite tired...it's been a lonnng day. Hey give me some feedback. I would like to know what you're thinking. ~Sharon |